Tomorrow is the new day of my new start of my daily life. As a mother wife and daughter , I have many responsibilities . Tomorrow is the day when i have to finish them all and find the time for myself. The time for my fitness , the time for my soul search , the time which my mother always wanted to have , the time which makes my mother happy.

The irony is , I want to make happy my mother who is in heaven praying for her stupid daughter who has crying and taking stress to her, but being myself a mother ,I can assure you this decision of mine will be new of happiness for her in heaven. I am documenting my emotions to be always a big motivation for my self when i am losing this zeal. 

A start towards waking up early , in advance planning of breakfast and lunch , not letting myself sleep again at some corners of houses . I have understood one thing for being good mother you have to be a good daughter. The seed you sow what you reap. 

After losing mumma , I will always think what things she would look forward to me if she been here.\

Exactly 7 days later , there will whole year i have lost her in my arms in that hospital bed. The scenes are been so prevalent in my memory that is been a reason for my stress level no matter i have occupied myself with works happiness trips . I can't ignore no more my stress my lazy fitness my depressed mind .This things never be dream of mumma to give me ever in my life. SHE WANTED MY SMILE MY HEALTH MY HAPPINESS...I WILL GIVE HER FROM TOMORROW..

Money , status , fashion , richness should be given to everyone, so that every one can realize thats not enough for you . You need a start for loving yourself ....p.s. checking out  meal plans , getting gym bag ready and a alarm of 5.30....